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01. [From the Editors Desk]
02. [An Interview With Some Callisto's Tales Authors]
03. ["Words Can't Describe"]
04. ["Little Metaphor"]
05. ["The Death Of A Goddess"]
06. [And the Survey says...]
07. ["A Woman Like No Other"]
08. [How Hudson Inspired Me]
09. ["The Ballad of Xena vs Callisto"]
10. [Featured Web Sites/Web Pages]
11. [One Last Reminder...]

Welcome to another issue of the Hudson Leick Official Fan Club (HLOFC) Online newsletter. Once again, due in large part to the contributions of many wonderful HLOFC members, it is my extreme pleasure to bring you yet another fun, exciting and informative newsletter. It is because of all these dedicated, hard working and generous fan club members that these newsletters continue to be made possible. I want to personally, and publicly, thank each and every one of you who contributed in large, or small, ways to this issue of the newsletter. Every little bit helps out in a BIG way. Now, pat yourselves on the back - You all did a terrific job! :)

As always, Hudson is busy, busy, busy! Everyone should already be aware, but just in case you haven't yet heard, as of this writing Hudson has returned to New Zealand to, once again, reprise the role of Callisto in yet another episode of Xena: Warrior Princess. This is great news for everyone still suffering from "Callisto Withdrawals". So, "keep a stiff upper lip", soldier - The Goddess will be back! Hudson will be filming in March, but the episode may not air until next season. Stay tuned...

Also, I know that many of us are anxiously anticipating Hudson's appearance in Warner Brothers multi-million dollar movie, "Chill Factor", due to be released sometime this Spring. We still haven't been given very much information regarding "Chill Factor", but Pat Tallman, who played Hudson's stunt double in "Chill Factor", did have some interesting things to say regarding Hudson and her work on the movie. Many of you may recognize Pat's name, as she has also "doubled" for Hudson in various other projects, including Melrose Place.

Pat talks about working on "Chill Factor" with Hudson: "I was reunited with Hudson in the catering tent on the thriller, Chill Factor. She had finished lunch and was chatting with co-star Skeet Ulrich. At first she wasn't sure who the hell this strange lady was who looked like Shirley Partridge with a yellow hedgehog on her head. I hated that wig. We caught up quickly - she hadn't remembered me until she saw me, I think. Yikes. I had doubled her on Melrose Place. Not that she needed a stunt double. Hudson is very handy, as all Xena fans know. I was hired to do some stunt driving for her on second unit while she shot on first unit. Her hair is very cool, very funky, and I felt like a cow next to her in my fright wig. "Is that supposed to be my hair?" She asked. "Does mine look like that?" No! said Gary Hymes, the stunt coordinator, and I, very quickly!"

"Hudson proved to be as sweet as I remembered her to be. Everyone was impressed with her. One of the stunt guys was totally in love with her. I did a little matchmaking! I don't know what happened - I left the show before I could find out. I thought Cuba Gooding was awesome, and had Jeffrey not been in my life ... well ... I won't even go there. I just did the driving." "I was really touched by how friendly she truly is. The were several little girls watching the shooting on location at a dam. Hudson just walked over and talked to them for a long time. She was funny and sweet with them, you could see them just become enchanted! We had people looking for her everyday of the shoot. Even in the most remote places, Hudson's fans were there! I was mistaken for her ( I can't imagine how!) several times and had to disappoint die hard fans. She was always a total pro while being a truly nice human being. A remarkable combination! I know this talented beauty will be working as long as she wants to. I for one will be watching! Just another fan!"

Sounds like fun, huh? I can hardly wait to see the movie! Our sincerest "thanks", and appreciation, go out to Pat for generously sharing her thoughts, and experiences, with us.

Written By: Kevin C. Wong [jahn@csua.berkeley.edu]

Part 3: Brant Forseng

After a week of thinking on and off about what I should write to introduce Brant and his two works of Callisto fan fiction, I could not come up with anything that felt right. There is so much I would like to say about these two stories and how they have affected me. But I don't have the words to do them justice.

In the end, the only thing I came up to say about Brant's works is this: Brant's stories made me believe *in* Callisto, not as a fictional character, but as a real human being.

[Kevin] What was your first Callisto story? Why did you write it?

[Brant] My first Cally Story was Callisto's Way, which as you know is not finished. I was originally inspired to write it just after ANE. I was intrigued by the character and I .... oh let's be honest. She's blonde, wears lots of leather and is BAD. *That's* why I started to write it. However, I was intrigued by the character in that I thought she was showing some genuinely sympathetic flashes in ANE. I wanted to expand upon them. Callisto's Way was the result. As the title suggests, its about Callisto's path to redemption, one that will be significantly more difficult than that of Xena.

[Kevin] Have you written any other fan fiction besides those on Callisto's Tales? Were these written before/during/after the time you wrote your first Callisto story?

[Brant] The short answer is no. Callisto's Way is the first story I have ever written in the Fan Fiction genre. It was originally posted in parts to the Xena forum. Then Tower emailed me and asked if he could post it on the Callisto's Tales Website. From then on in I posted chapters directly to him.

[Kevin] When you write, how far ahead do you plan? Do you have the whole story thought out beforehand, just a chapter, nothing planned?

[Brant] Hmmm... that's a tough one. In general I really only plan what is going to happen in the chapter I'm writing. However, I do have a fairly good general idea about where the story as a whole is going to go. You have to, in order to prevent logical inconsistencies from creeping into the writing.

Sometimes I write things 'out of order'. I'll have a great idea for a scene or a piece of dialogue that doesn't fit in with what I'm currently writing. I'll stop what I'm doing and write the scene or dialogue so I don't forget it. Then I fit it into the rest of the story at a later date.

[Kevin] How would you summarize who Callisto is, what motivates her, what her goals are?

[Brant] How would I know? <smile> It's easier for me to say what she is not. She is not insane. Fiercely driven, yes, but not insane. As to what motivates her? Well, in the series it was obviously DOING BAD THINGS TO XENA. But once that is removed as a factor (as it is in my stories) it becomes interesting to see her cast about for a new focus. I don't think Callisto has any goals right now. What's interesting is seeing what goals she will develop for herself.

[Kevin] When you write your stories, do you prefer Callisto as a mortal, immortal, or Goddess? Do you feel any of those is substantially harder to write for?

[Brant] I prefer Callisto as a mortal, or at most, immortal. She's more human that way, and easier to relate to. I think writing Callisto as goddess would be most difficult. I mean, how do you present challenges to someone who can basically do anything she wants? Unless you have her handle her powers very poorly (which seems to be the strategy of the Xena writers).

[Kevin] How close do you think your characterization of Callisto comes to the one shown on "Xena: Warrior Princess"? If there are differences, why did you include/exclude them in your characterization?

[Brant] I feel my characterization of Callisto is broadly similar to that portrayed on Xena. There are differences however. There have to be, otherwise the character isn't allowed to grow. On Xena Callisto was presented as a one-dimensional psychopath. This started to change in ANE, but my theory is that when TPTB gave her a little bit of depth they had a glimpse of just how wildly popular the character could become. And that could never be allowed to happen. After all, the show is called *Xena* Warrior Princess. My characterization of Callisto continues on from where TPTB left off (and subsequently never continued) with ANE.

[Kevin] When you write Callisto stories, how important is it to keep within the Hercules/Xena Universe as depicted in both TV shows?

[Brant] Moderately important. I need to be broadly consistent because I want to leave open the possibility of have *my* Callisto interact with the Herc/Xena characters in the future. I can say no more than that on the subject. <grin>

[Kevin] Do you read any other Callisto fan fiction? How about other fan fiction in general? Is there any fan fiction that has influenced your writings? How has it influenced your writings?

[Brant] Generally no to the first two questions. Mostly because I don't have the time. I have trouble enough finding the time to write Callisto's Way and TIMES. I was negatively influenced by some Cally fiction I saw on the Universal forum just before I started writing. I read some and thought 'damn this is breath-takingly bad. Even I can write better than *that*.' And so I started Callisto's Way.

[Kevin] Which is your personal favorite Callisto story that you have written? What makes it your favorite story?

[Brant] I don't have a favorite. I like each for different reasons. In Callisto's Way I have to do much more in the way of character development than in TIMES (where all of the major characters are developed already). I had no idea that Zenta's squad of infantry would develop a life of their own. Its fun coming up with my own characters and CW allows me to do that. On the other hand, TIMES lets me drop Callisto 4,000 years into the future and watch what she does. And that's really fun. But it's also harder as well, as I have to try to have her react to things that are totally outside her experience. And keep her in character as she does so. I think I have been moderately successful in that.

[Kevin] If you had to do it all over again, are there any stories that you would change substantially? What would you change?

[Brant] I'd rewrite the first 6 or 7 chapters of Callisto's Way. I made several mistakes (I said Cally's eyes where blue, for example) in the writing and I hadn't really hit my stride. In addition, I'd tighten up several chapters in TIMES. For example, I feel that Chapter 18 is a little weaker than the others and sometime I'd like to rewrite it.

[Kevin] Who do you write for? Who is the intended audience for your Callisto stories?

[Brant] I write for whoever reads them. With the proviso that some of the scenes are a little intense for the wee ones out there.

[Kevin] How important is feedback from readers? How does reader feedback influence your writings?

[Brant] Extremely important. I LOVE praise and the enthusiasm that I feel for writing is directly proportional to the amount of email I receive, hint, hint. <g> I don't think I'm any different than anyone else. I love to have my ego stroked.

[Kevin] Both "Callisto's Way" and "Times" are quite long. Do you envision an end to either of those stories?

[Brant] Of course not. Their titles should actually be _The Never Ending Story, Parts I and II_. Seriously, I am going to finish them. I know how each ends, and what I have to write to get there. TIMES is a smidgen over half done and CW is about 2/3rds complete, maybe a bit less. FYI, TIMES is at 60,000 words and CW is closing in on 90,000.

And no, I never thought either would get anywhere near that long.

[Kevin] Both stories are rather intense at times. Do you find it hard to write emotional scenes?

[Brant] It depends on the mood I'm in. Writing takes a special mood. And emotional scenes take a very special mood. Scotch helps as well. Good scotch. Very good scotch actually. <g>. Strangely, I never felt any of the scenes were particularly intense until I got some emails regarding them. Oh well, different perceptions I guess.

[Kevin] Thank you kindly Brant.

Written By: GoddessCal [GoddessCal@aol.com]

Words Can't Describe...

Gentle and Loving
Caring and Kind
Words can't begin to describe
The way she makes you feel inside
Soft and Sweet
Innocent as ever
She's more than just beauty
It's so much deeper than that
A delicate spirit
A Sensitive soul
All carefully balanced in her control
Fame and fortune don't go to her head
She takes her time
Practicing Yoga instead
She dislikes being seen
As anything more than human
But how can we resist?
Someone of her nature
Her beauty
Is bound to stand out above the rest

Written By: Wight [wight@axl.be]

(Note: This story is based on all the convention reports I've read. They make it able for people like me, who never got to meet Ms. Leick in person, to glimpse some of the magic. So thank you for writing them)

The young man ran down the grassy green hill towards his home below. He had to get his sword. Had to join *her* army ...

For two days straight he had been traveling. And it would be two more days back as well. He cared little. His only fear that she might be gone by the time he got back. Vanished like a little ray of light one only glimpsed, but never could reach.

He was about to leave his ancestral home, ...his life..., behind. He didn't care. He loved her. His uncle wouldn't understand, but then again, the old man never really did care much about him anyway. He had been adopted many years ago, and had lived there since. In comparison, he had seen her only once, yet he knew he could never forget her.

It wasn't about her beauty. Though she certainly was very beautiful. What was it he had written down in his journal the evening after he had met her: "Placed upon the earth by the gods to show mankind the meaning of the word perfection.". No, in truth, he had seen something else. Something beyond that. He couldn't really describe it, other then to say it was some sort of presence. A magnificence, a radiance that made her special. Oh, he knew she was no goddess, not some sort of divine creature to be worshipped. She was just a human being, like himself and so many others. That certainly did not make her any less unique though ...

Quietly, the man snuck into the building that he had called home for a long time, yet now felt almost alien. His parents had died a long time, the kinship he felt with his adopted parents had never really evolved beyond being thankful for taking him in. He had nothing to stay for. He had every reason to leave.

His adoptive family was outside, working the fields. Unhindered he was able to sneak up to his room, remove his warrior-sword, still unused, from underneath the bed and run back out without ever being detected. He was gone in minutes, gone forever ...

Oh yes, he loved her for sure. Yet maybe not in the physical kind of love described in so many romantic little poems. It was different from that. His love for her was completely altruistic. It didn't need to be returned. In fact, he very much doubted his ability to deal with it would it be returned at all. Then again, there was little chance of that. To him, she was everything. To her, he was probably just another face in a long line of faces. Somehow, that seemed only appropriate though...

Starting now, he would be a warrior.

.......... The trip back lasted an eternity. With each step, the man's resolution grew. With every step, the will to do what he was doing grew stronger, and a step backwards seemed further and further away...

And then all of the sudden, the moment was upon him ...

When he reached the hill that had previously served as a campsite for her army, he found it as good as abandoned. The large group of warriors he had seen earlier were not there. The tents and horses where gone. The dream had vanished ...

Or maybe not ...

For a moment, the man's heart seemed to stop as he noticed the hill was not in fact completely abandoned, and the one person standing there, her long blond hair moving in the wind, was the person that had drawn him here. The very essence of the dream ...

Callisto.

She noticed him at roughly the same time he had seen her, even though from where she was standing he must have been almost obscured by a group of trees and bushes. Slowly, on guard, she turned towards him and narrowed her eyes. Those brown eyes seemed to catch him and hold him in their grasp. He felt paralyzed.

"Who 're you ?" Callisto yelled at him. Even though they were three simple words, it took his clouded mind a few heartbeats to understand them. At once, every ounce of resolution and will fled from him like a fleeting shadow.

"I ... eeuh ... I want to join you. Join your army I mean ! I'm a warrior. I ... I ... I'm a warrior." He stumbled to draw his sword, his every fiber afraid he'd screw that up somehow. His nightmare the sword falling to the ground as he drew it. Luckily, that didn't happen.

A smile appeared on the woman's features. Even from that distance, she could obviously pick up his nervousness. "Come here." She commanded.

He nodded, then started his walk. Every step was an act of will. Every meter a fight not to turn tails and run. When he finally crossed the distance and stood before her, he hardly dared breath.

Callisto cocked her head, a curious look appeared on her face: "You don't look much like a warrior."

"I ... I want to be. I never been a warrior before."

Callisto giggled. "You know, that's just about crazy enough to work, hmm ? So, have you ever fought before ?"

He nodded. In fact, he had trained several years with a sergeant of the village militia. He wasn't all that bad either. He'd never used that which he had learned in practice, but he knew how if the need ever arose.

Then, from another direction, a group of people appeared. Half of them were obviously priests. They wore long brown robes, with a golden sun emblem upon them. Walking in single file, they all followed the first in line who carried a red cushion upon which a green gem was placed. Around the monks, about a dozen guards marched, keeping a eye out for any highway robbers.

Callisto seemed to forget about him momentarily. She looked to her right, where the procession was, and turned around. A wicked grin appeared on her face.

The monks followed the path which led up the hill and beyond. The exact same path both Callisto and himself were standing on. Seeing she blocked the way, they stopped about two meters away from her, and one of the guards walked over.

"Move aside. You're blocking the road."

By now, all the traces of malice or wickedness had totally vanished from Callisto's face. In fact, she looked much like an innocent bystander, completely caught off guard by this sudden event.

"Oh. I'm sorry." Callisto replied. "Me and my friend here are lost. Could you tell us how to get to Delphi?" The message was delivered in an incredibly friendly and charming tone, so that even the stern and serious guard couldn't turn his back on this little plea for help.

"Oh alright." He growled. "Delphi you say ? Lady, you're in the wrong part of the country !! Delphi is over to the east, you see, first you have ... "

As he started his series of instructions, Callisto turned her gaze away from the guard towards him, for just a second. But in that second, she grinned at him, ... and something happened.

It all fell in place. The procession. The gem. Distracting the guard. Suddenly, he knew what Callisto was up to. And more, she knew he knew. In that single second, she looked into his eyes and he just *knew* what to do. As if an unspoken message had passed between them.

He charged the dumbstruck guard, still sunk deeply in his little tirade. Surprised, the armored man was unable to dodge away and was smashed to the ground by his shoulder slam. Immediately, Callisto took advantage of this. Moving faster then he had deemed possible, she ran over to the first monk, kicked the cushion and gem out of his hands, caught it in mid-flight, turned half circle and ran ...

"Run !" She yelled at him as she passed him.

He didn't have to be told twice. Before him, twelve angry guards drew their weapons. As fast as he could, he spun around and ran after the woman he had come here for. Most of the frantic flight never really reached his memories, but the furious shouts of those behind, and the almost maniacal giggle of the woman in front of him, he'd never forget for as long as he lived.

.......... Even though he did not realize it at the time, that had been 'the moment'. For one small period in time, he had been part of her life. For just a few instances, he hadn't been just a blank face in a long line of face, but had been right there next to her, 'partners in crime', if you wish. To him, for just one moment, ... their souls had touched.

A little ray of light had entered his heart, and would stay there until he died ..

When they caught up with the rest of Callisto's army, not long after, he was accepted into the ranks of the warriors already present there. A big, muscular man took over and explained to him what was what.

He never got to talk to Callisto again ...

Written By: Jean Marie LeZotte [CowOnWall@aol.com]

The Death of a Goddess

Death is-
the last beautiful destruction-
sweet release for me.

Hair like clouds-
I was baptised by fire-
in the summer of my childhood.

I saw the evil of mortal men-
and trapped myself in hate-
I tried to destroy it.

I do not feel anymore-
to feel is to fear-
and I scare myself sometimes.

Eyes like a storm over the sea-
I saw what they could not-
and it saw me.

I take one last gleeful pleasure-
in watching your love's sacrifice-
and feel the dagger slip in.

Lady Europa [gerlitzw@cadvision.com]

Thanks to everyone who took the time to answer the following survey, posted on the Hudson Leick Official Fan Club Web Site. Everyone was welcome to answer the survey, both fan club members and non-members alike, but everyone could only vote once. I have listed the results by the answer that received the most votes, and then so on from there. I was honestly surprised at how many people are "totally hazed". hahahaha But I was equally surprised at how many people have not yet seen Hudson in person. As I have repeated so many times before, don't ever miss the chance to see Hudson in person. You will never be disappointed. So, any surprises for you?

1. What is your favorite episode of Xena that Hudson appeared in?

101 - A Necessary Evil
085 - Return Of Callisto
058 - Callisto
053 - The Bitter Suite
047 - Ten Little Warlords
041 - Sacrifice II
035 - Maternal Instincts
034 - Intimate Stranger
017 - Sacrifice I

2. What is your favorite episode of Hercules that Hudson appeared in?

186 - Surprise
112 - Yes Virginia...
072 - Armageddon Now II
056 - Armageddon Now I
032 - For Those Of You...

3. Do you like Hudson's hair *better*?

320 - Long (the way it was when she played Callisto)
083 - Equally the same, either way
037 - It really doesn't matter to me
028 - Short (the way it is now)

4. How many times have you, yourself, seen Hudson in person at a convention, signing, etc.?

126 - Once
015 - Twice
009 - Five or More Times (totally 'hazed')
008 - Three Times
001 - Four Times

Written By: GoddessCal [GoddessCal@aol.com]

A Woman like no other

Her soul is gentle
Her touch is kind
A woman like no other,
Brown eyes sparkling
Blonde hair shinning
Strangers stop and stare
Who is this woman they ask themselves
All her fans stand and glare
She's and angel from above they say
Sent to earth to spread her love
She's a goddess among people
As magnificent as they come
Everyone has come to see
That she's the same as you and me
By now you must understand
Why I'm so proud to call myself
A Fan

Because many of you have written to me telling me how meeting Hudson in person, or getting to know her through online chats, magazine articles, etc. has changed your life, I wanted to include some of these heartfelt sentiments in this issue of the newsletter.

So, with that thought in mind, I asked for articles of 1 page, or less, from people who's lives have been changed by either meeting Hudson in person, or who's lives have changed because of Hudson. No one had to write anything long, or drawn-out, just something from their heart.

The response to this question was truly fantastic. I want to thank everyone who took the time, and initiative, to write something to include in this issue of the newsletter. I found many of the stories to be as uplifting and inspirational, for me as the reader, as the stories were for the people who wrote them. I hope that everyone takes the time to read each and every letter. And then be sure and write to the people that may have inspired you.

The actual question was: "How has Hudson inspired you in big, or small ways, to make positive changes in your life?"

The following replies are listed in no specific order, but listed randomly.

Yvette Rios [butterballer@webtv.net]

Hudson inspired to reach my goals no matter how small they may seem. No matter how many hardships she may have had she never gave up. I believe I can do anything and Hudson is the perfect example of how a person can reach his or her goals.

Mike Ciani [hudsonian73@hotmail.com]

Early last summer I was working for a large store chain in a dead-end job and I heard about Hudson appearing at the convention in Cherry Hill, NJ. I decided I wanted to attend this one, which was my first con ever, in order to see her in person and to meet some other fans. When Hudson came out, she looked stunning in her black dress and veil. I thoroughly enjoyed how she worked the crowd there, and she left us with many memorable moments. We were all stunned when she said she was done doing Hercules and Xena. You could hear a pin drop in the room at that moment. While there I got many lasting impressions of Hudson which included how genuine, generous, fun, and caring she was with the fans. I'll never forget the way she grabbed my crew cut head at the end of the picture line at the end of the night. It made me laugh uncontrollably. Anyways, I thought about what Hudson said by wanting to do some new things, such as independent movies. I really applaud the fact that she showed the courage to want to broaden her horizons by exploring new things. I made a decision soon after based on many factors and decided to return to college as an accounting major. I quit the dead-end job and I am very happy and proud of what I have accomplished since then (a 3.93 GPA). I am now having much more fun everyday than I was having at the dead-end job. I never once took an accounting class before, and was a bit overwhelmed at first, but you know, I found it came pretty naturally to me and have excelled so far. By meeting Hudson and hearing what she said at the Cherry Hill convention, I saw that whether it was a small change or a major life change, we shouldn't be afraid of trying something new in life and leaving behind something that may seem comfortable at the time. The only regret I have is that I only got to say a few token "thank yous" to Hudson at the con. Hudson you really have inspired me to do as well as I can and that deserves the biggest thank you of all. :-)

degas9 [degas9@janics.com]

I can't say that I've been truly inspired, by Hudson, to change my life...but, I can say that I admire her lifestyle and it would be one to emulate. If anything her attention to her diet, her mind, her well-being in general has reminded me to pay attention to mine. More than anything else, however is her candid manner. She seems very open, very honest and I am a person that appreciates that type of presence in a person. I think Hudson is a special person...a 21st century person. She is evolved. Hudson should be a guide to those who feel confused or overwhelmed by life, because she demonstrates control and high character.

Gentleman Ghost [ghost@redrose.net]

"From women's eyes this doctrine I derive:
They are the ground, the books, the academe's,
From whence doth spring the true Promethean fire."
 
 

"But love, first learned in a lady's eyes,  Lives not alone immured in the brain,  But, with the motion of all elements,  Courses as swift as thought in every power,  And gives to every power a double power,  Above their functions and their offices.  It adds a precious seeing to the eye;  A lover's eyes will gaze an eagle blind;  A lover's ears will hear the lowest sound,  When the suspicious head of theft is stopp'd:  Love's feeling is more soft and sensible  Than are the tender horns of cockled snails:  Love's tongue proves dainty Bacchus gross in taste.  For valour, is not love a Hercules,  Still climbing trees in the Hesperides?  Subtle as Sphinx; as sweet and musical  As bright Apollo's lute, strung with his hair;  And when Love speaks, the voice of all the gods  Makes heaven drowsy with the harmony.  Never durst poet touch a pen to write  Until his ink were temper'd with Love's sighs."

 

"From women's eyes this doctrine I derive:
They sparkle still the right Promethean fire;
They are the books, the arts, the academe's,
That show, contain, and nourish all the world."

~ William Shakespeare ~

…passion…You can see it…feel it…in her eyes! When she embraces you in her sheer intensity, one cannot help but be empowered by her exhilaration. She touches us in her own, unique, special way…opening our hearts, or minds, our very soul, to the inherent potential invested in each of us. In Hudson, I envision the hope that I have long since lost, and if anything, she has inspired… ...awakened… the passion's fire that has ebbed so long ago…no longer a dying ember, but a cleansing flame, that rages like an inferno… Perhaps, that is Hudson's true calling…her own inherent gift…a harbinger…passion's sage…we need only look into that part of our soul where she has imparted this wisdom…and hearken to its tempting whispers… "Aspire…dance in your dreams…live each day…cherish each precious moment…as if it were your last. Let your spirit roam free…to soar high amongst the clouds…and taste a bit of heaven in the process." Hudson is a blessing…an inspiration to us all…and my prayers go out to her each morning I awaken to a new day, ripe with infinite potential…thankful to be alive…and anxious to live the dream!

Katie [GreenKat3@aol.com]

I used to be a nobody growing up, people would pick on me, I was too shy and too small to even fight back. People stopped picking on me after Jr. High School , but I was still very very shy. Later when I was a Junior in High School is when I started watching "Xena: Warrior Princess" for the first time, and the episode was "Callisto". I loved the way she acted, and the way her past was a wreck. I look at my past the same way back when I was being teased, and hurting both mentally and physically. Now I have enough guts to stand up for myself to anybody who wants to tease me. I've wanted to start acting but its been hard for me to get in lately. I want to play an evil or even scary character, so I could show the people that hated me and picked on me all my life that I could be better than them and show it on TV. And it was all because of Hudson Leick. She really inspired me.

Martin Slater [martys@erols.com]

Hudson Leick seems to have a respect for herself and everyone else that is backed by a kind of infectious energy. The admiration I developed for the kind-heartedness and sincerity I have seen in her personal appearances energized me. Respect for someone brings a new standard that you want to live up to. It has lead me to try things I would not have tried if I had never seen her.

In the first Callisto episode, particularly because of one scene, I got the idea they would not write a script for that character, but the actress understood something she would bring to us. I saw a screen capture of an expression that came from that scene. The expression started to symbolize for me the remarkable job the actress was doing with that character. I decided to try to capture it using the most suitable, and most difficult approach to drawing I know. Usually I am stuck with technicalities, trying for human and hoping for a likeness. This time I was pushing past that to try to capture an expression. That might be easy for a professional artist, but not for me. I failed with the more difficult approach, but a simpler charcoal rendering was at least successful.

I was encouraged to take the drawing to a convention with the chance she might sign it. Showing anyone a portrait of themselves is always somewhat nerve racking, but I thought I might as well try. After all I didn't know her.

It started so simply. I just wanted to hear what Mr. LoDuca had to say, and to see the actress that was portraying Callisto with such sensitivity and skill. I had no idea what "The Haze" was about. I found out quickly. I was surprised by her appearance in every way possible. By the time I got the opportunity to ask her if she would autograph the drawing, all I could think of was "Why didn't I stay with the other approach. This could have been so much better." When she saw the drawing, seemed to like it and told me so, I was not only relieved, but thought I want to do more and do better.

Because of an accident, a year went by without any effort at a hobby I nearly dropped. The fantasy Callisto drawing in my head is part of what got me moving again. The idea I could do it right is one of the things that kept me trying to master the approach so it would be automatic. The idea of putting what is in my head on paper the way I imagine it is probably years away. However, the idea of what if she did see it somehow raises the standard and my determination to do it right the next time. The standard set by The Haze is certainly not the only incentive, but it's there, and part of the determination it takes to overcome the frustration of having to start again.

Part of the sound track of a movie called The Rock (of all things) reminded me of Callisto. I decided to try to make a music video. Partly it was a sort of loose creative relief from the technical aspects of my real obsession. The video was much more difficult than I thought, but somehow I was determined because this was about Hudson. The idea that she would ever see it is not reasonable. Again the idea "what if she saw this" raised the standard, and kept me from leaving stones unturned. I tried the best I could, partly because the kind of respect she seems to have for so many things is something you want to live up to.

One of the things that immediately impressed me about Hudson the first time I saw her is that she gives one answer with one interpretation. She avoids the temptation (if she has it) to give a nebulous answer and let people fill in what they want to hear. In the job I have, people get real upset with things I have little control over, but they have my address and phone number, and write and call me to me about it. There are ways of being evasive, and I have been at times. Partly by Hudson's example of honesty, there have been times when I decided to "tell it Leick it is". At times, it has worked, and people appreciate the honesty.

In fact, part of the decision to allow this article to be so direct is due to the answers and attitude I have heard and sensed while under the influence of Hudson's Haze.

Heather Stolte [XenaFan79@aol.com]

A few months ago I had the pleasure and the honor of meeting Hudson. Once at a Herc./Xena Convention and at ZonCon. I immediately found her to be an intriguing person. I was actually fascinated with her. Since meeting her and listening to her speak she has really influenced me in two ways. The first way was more direct when I first saw her in Cherry Hill, she caught me off guard in a way. She wasn't as I had expected her to be, although I wasn't entirely sure what to expect. She was funny, witty, but what got me the most was how laid back she was. She seemed like a spiritual person to me who really cared about everyone that was there and she took the time to say hi. When I saw her again, she thanked everybody for letting her be a part of our lives, I found that very humbling because she was letting us into her life. When I started to reflect upon this, I realized how great she actually was to everyone. It made look at myself and motivated me to be a little more patient with people and to not take everything so seriously. The people I have trouble with seem a tad more pleasant and things seem just a little easier with this new attitude.

The second way Hudson has helped me is indirectly. I wrote an article for the December newsletter about ZonCon. When it came out I printed it and showed it to my grandmother. She was so happy about it. She felt it was a great accomplishment to write something and have it be printed. She was happier than she had been for quite awhile. On January 21st, my grandmother passed away. At least I know that the article I wrote was one thing I did to make her life a little better before it ended and I still have to smile when I remember seeing her smile, full of pride. We laughed because she had this big ordeal and she wanted to frame it even! It was because of the fact that I had the chance to meet Hudson, I was able to make someone that I loved happy. For that one memory, I am forever in Hudson's debt.

George Mantis [georgemantis@ath.forthnet.gr]

Hudson Leick was the one and only reason I entered the INTERNET! A Brave New World opened before me. I started studying Ancient Greek Mythology again. I became one of the Leading Members of THE SCIENCE FICTION AND FANTASY CLUB OF ATHENS. I started writing science fiction stories again. I met some extremely interesting guys and gals. I wrote MONSTERS AND DEMONS IN ANCIENT GREEK MYTHOLOGY. In a few words, she brought back to me my peace of mind! Need to say more?

Evan McInnes [mwilson@weitech.com.au]

Being a senior high student in Sydney, Australia, I can sometimes find school extremely demanding and stressful. But there is one thing that keeps me inspired throughout the day and that's the great picture of Hudson as Callisto I have stuck on my school folder. When I'm feeling stressed or unhappy all I have to do is look at the picture and instantly I feel better because I'm reminded of the beauty and strength Hudson displays when portraying the almighty Callisto.

Nicholas Binion [sangsaric@earthlink.net]

At about the time when Xena suddenly had her own show, I had found myself in an awkward situation where I learned that a fine young woman I knew (when she had been a housemate of mine) was in the midst of a domestic violence scenario. What made the scenario awkward was that the man in question was an old friend of mine...

I will not elaborate except to say that the former housemate was young enough, that though I found her hard to resist - I did resist - since I was twice her age.

When after two years of being enmeshed in an affair with this "old friend" (who is older than I even, albeit attractive enough from a woman's point of view; I suppose, to have gotten her attention) she began to see the inappropriateness of the relationship. Additionally, he was becoming increasingly jealous of the time she spent with her women friends (and peers) and she wanted out. He was unwilling. . . Things got ugly.

The man in question also happened to be one of a number of people I worked for at the time, and I left him a letter of resignation. I also offered a word to the wise to him on his offensive behavior (including an incident involving a handgun and hair pulling etc.).

I became the subject of hours of telephone harassment consequently, but wound up with enough threatening jive on my answering machine to drag him into court for phone harassment - which opened the door for the young woman to nail him with "process" papers and to win a restraining order against him as well, hers for domestic violence.

She is now married to someone "appropriate" who cares for her and isn't trying to dominate her, I'm pleased to report.

During that period of unpleasantness and lawsuits I found myself "sublimating my rage" through watching the shows (and gardening).

Needless to say when the aforementioned beautiful young woman whom I had always admired became my partner in "law and order" I developed a bit of a crush on her, but had to live with the reality that my position was that of friend and ally. This was not promising to be a cloud with a silver lining...

I found myself in Burbank sometime thereafter and managed somehow to offer Hudson a short synopsis of the above tale to offer her some explanation of why I was a fan and how appreciative I was of how she had brought to life in the character of Callisto, a feminine character with more "fiest and fire" than I had ever seen - "not wanting to take anything away from Lucy or Renee who I also think are great"... I think I said to our star. In the face of the stuff I had just been dealing with I think I needed Callisto in my life!

I daresay the change in my life through Hudson's contributions occurred from the moment I saw her on the show on horseback - through witnessing her most charming live presence in Burbank and again for a missed photo opp in Santa Barbara (I feel lucky for even a moment or two in that presence) - to more recently being thrilled to hear that she had auctioned off that cat woman outfit (which took our collective breath away in Burbank) to offer the proceeds to fight against Domestic Violence. Hudson Leick is a jolly good soul who has helped me keep the faith to persevere. I needed to be cheered up during that storm in my life. Hudson was my muse through that dark time which could have been depressing! There can never be enough like her!

One prays that girls growing up with paradigms like Hudson will be stronger than ever - strong like my friend who has put her life back together - and resolute (like me) in the notion that beauty, love, and strength in one package is something most powerful. Powerful enough to break a few more "glass ceilings" perhaps. Way to go Hudson! And thanks!

Amanda Durrant aka Bear [bear@cirra.freeserve.co.uk]

Can anyone be inspired by someone they have never met? The answer of course is "yes", be they a historical figure for an example, a poet, or an artist to a person of the present day, such as Hudson.

Hudson has inspired me in subtle ways to :-
1. Revive my interest in Astronomy and Mythology as a result of Callisto.
2. To get on the Internet, which has opened up my world enormously, the reason being that here in England information on Xena is somewhat limited, we have only just finished season two on terrestrial television, and as one can imagine information or news on Hudson was nigh on impossible to find without being online.
3. Return to my Nursing career of 20 years, in the last 5 years I gained qualifications and many skills in totally different fields of work, as far away from Nursing as you could get, I have also learnt much from others whose integrity and honor I admire be they a mentor or a strong person like Hudson whose candor, humanity and passion I respect, so now I am ready to return a stronger, wiser and more enlightened individual.

Strong people can give others strength by their words, actions and deeds, and if a person such as Hudson can inspire another even in a short space of time then that is enough. I believe that influences come into your life for reasons that at first are not apparent. Xena Warrior Princess first appeared here in the Summer of 1997, and then Callisto in December 1997. (Which was an early Christmas present) To me the show is fun with darker serious moments, so who would of thought that a TV show would lead me to this point in time - where I am replying to an online fan club via E-Mail?

The HLOFC was and is my main source of articles, transcripts and access to other related sites where I could find out about Hudson. And then come to the conclusion that Hudson is a strong, kind and honorable human being. If I were ever fortunate to meet Hudson I would just like to say "Thank You", you've been an inspiration.

Bonnie Harper [cyber1babe@hotmail.com]

Hudson has inspired me in many ways, and only in the short time that I've known about her. What really encouraged me the most is that she has still stayed the same despite all the fame that she has. She is still the down-to-Earth person everyone knows and loves. I've never gotten to meet her personally, but would like to one day, for it is one of my dreams. In a way, she reminds me of my best friend who was killed in a car accident a few years ago. Hudson doesn't have any enemies and everyone loves her. She hasn't given up even though she is not as famous as other stars. All that does not matter though because everyone who does know her loves everything about her. Hudson, you are the biggest inspiration to me ever since Mickey died. Thanks for coming into my life, maybe not through meeting personally, but by appearance and interviews. I will always look up to you.

Rebekah Linton [bexky@yahoo.com]

Hudson Leick as a person and an actress has touched my Heart and Soul in a way that I can't explain - Maybe you could say it's like, waking up on the darkest most miserable day, and thinking about how bright, sparkly and happy you feel!!! When I see her play "Callisto" on "Xena Warrior Princess" (who also brightens up my heart!) it's very inspiring and wonderful...meeting this wonderful Warrior Queen would be ... just amazing! Heaps of love to you Hudson!!!!!!!

Mike Ownby [jownby@ok.azalea.net]

Hudson gave me the final push that has probably added many years to my life. I began smoking at age 13, and certainly never cared about eating healthy foods. In fact, the more unhealthy it was the more I liked it (or so I thought). But by the time 30 years rolled around, my body was most certainly feeling the effects. I was smoking more than two packs of cigarettes per day, and literally was out of breath simply from walking across the parking lot to enter the building where Hudson would appear in Tulsa.

Then I see Hudson perform. For two days. And at some point it dawns on me that this incredibly good looking, physically fit and energetic person is only eight months younger than my own out-of-breath and tired self. It suddenly became clear that my smoking and other habits were killing me, and that I could be feeling so much better and getting so much more enjoyment from life. So right after the Tulsa convention, I got some Zyban, and threw the cigarettes away. I changed my diet and started paying attention to what I was eating. I'm happy to say that I haven't smoked since, I feel great, and I enjoy life much more.

I knew something had to change, and sooner or later would have. But I owe Hudson a major "thank you" for giving me the final push I needed and the good example to follow. There's no telling how long it would have taken otherwise to finally do what I needed to.

Jeremy Brailsford [jafsil@hotmail.com]

Last year was a particularly unhappy year for me because of a break up in a relationship I was having with a lady I am still very much in love with. It came to a point where there wasn't a lot of positive things happening in my life to keep me happy. I still had my children there for me but I don't have them with me all the time; every second fortnight in fact, so a lot of my time was spent by myself or at work. During my spare time I decided to occupy myself by making a collage of pictures I had gathered of Hudson in her Callisto role. Her beauty and her role as Callisto had always astounded me and also when I would watch her on Xena she always brought a smile to my face. So in appreciation I decided to make this collage. It measures about 70cm.x30cm and when completed I first had it laminated and then framed in a custom made wooden black frame. It now sits pride and place on my bedroom wall, and any time I'm feeling a bit depressed I only have to look a Hudson's beautiful face and smile to make me feel happy again. Thank you Hudson, you have my love forever.

Susan J. L. [SusanJody@aol.com]

Hudson has been and is an enormous inspiration in my life. A few years ago, I was living life but could not see why. All I knew that occasionally when I had time, I had a chance to do activities I enjoy like seeing my friends or playing baseball. Then one Saturday night I came across a show called University Hospital and started watching. Hudson played a character, Tracy Stone, one of four friends and roommates. When Tracy found out one of her friends was in trouble, she ignored a $5 million malpractice suit to comfort her friend. That episode made me realize how important my friends are to me; they give my life meaning. My friends, whether they are people I see almost every day, my family, music, or the wonderful and talented Hudson Leick, bring joy to my life. When I get upset, I think of what Hudson has given me, and when I can't think of anything to write about, I look to Hudson for inspiration. Socrates once said that "the unexamined life is not worth living." Because Hudson changed the way in which I look at life I know that this is not true. The unexamined life is worth living though the reason may not yet be known. Hudson helped me see the world in a completely new way, and I am eternally thankful. She is a wonderful, caring, beautiful, and considerate person and a terrific actress. Hudson is a rare and precious jewel whose radiance will shine forever.

Hudson,
you are caring,
thoughtful,
kind,
beautiful,
talented,
an inspiration,
But the two words
I can never tell you enough
are
thank you.

Kara [LookaLeick@aol.com]

Hudson Leick is my Idol. She is the greatest actress, role model, even human being in my life. I look up to her more than I ever have to anyone. Her talent is extraordinary, and I wish that someday I'll be as awesome. She had to work really hard to get where she is now and from what I have read it doesn't sound like it was easy, especially her whole high school experience, which is something I can really relate to. I know how it feels to have people say mean things about you. I know how it feels to think that there is no way out, no way through. That the whole world is against you. But just knowing that Hudson survived it, helps me cope with my worries, my doubts, and feelings. I used to hold it all inside, and I would explode, either at myself, or worse at someone who didn't deserve it. And sometimes I would get this feeling inside of me where I was even afraid to get up on stage in my Drama class, because of the pain I was feeling from the other students. But then when I got back from ZonCon in October I felt like I could do anything. I felt this vibe that Hudson gave off to me, it gave me this power...this strength that told me I can do anything, be anyone, as long as I believe. Thank you Hudson. I believe.

Becky Calvert [lostkiwi@worldnet.att.net]

When we were at Zon Con I found a whole new level of respect for Hudson. At the Friday night dinner, Hudson was so tired but did pictures with people. We were close to the end and the hurry up was on. Hudson was talking to someone when we had the pic snapped, she realized it, and had the pic re-done. We thanked her and went to move on but Hudson stopped us, called us back and asked for our names -- she made a special effort to greet and meet all. That was cool.

But the thing that will always stand out for me happened during the autograph session after her Saturday appearance. I am an HIV counselor in San Antonio, TX and several of my clients really wanted Hudson's autograph. (And some want to live long enough to grow up to act like Callisto!!) When I got to the table, I told Hudson that as much as I would like to have her autograph, that it was more important to get it for the 4 guys. She looked at me, gave a faint smile, held out her hand and told me to give her all the pictures. Not only did she sign them, but she personalized each one. Then she did one for me too!!! When I got back from the con and gave the clients their pictures---well---I haven't seen that big a set of smiles in the year I have worked with them. That was a really proud group--and I hope Hudson knows how much it meant to them. It was a really kind and giving gesture and I will always appreciate her compassion. And the guys--well let's just say that for them----"CALLISTO RULES!!"

kristen jones [kristen_h_jones@yahoo.com]
 
 

I have never met Hudson, due to the fact that I live in Britain and can't afford to go to America. This does not stop Hudson from affecting me. Her portrayal of Callisto touched me, because of what I have read of how Hudson created Callisto out of the bullying, she received when she was little. I too was bullied and reacted in a similar way to how she reacted. Both she and I have become stronger. I like how she channels her dark side into Callisto, and personally her character is my favorite on Xena. Being a costume designer, I couldn't resist the opportunity to make her costume. People say I resemble her, in appearance and personality, which I think the latter may come from our similar backgrounds. It is an honor to portray such a strong female role, which I do at British conventions and fan meets in London. I have won a few competitions with the costume, which is cool (I think the scream wins it a lot of the time!) Thanks Hudson, for the inspiration!!!!

 

Nathan Cole [baronofdoom@hotmail.com]

Hudson has inspired me to live my life to the fullest. She is such a sweet person, it's unbelievable how somebody can affect someone else's life like that. Meeting Hudson Leick was the best experience of my life, by far. I really hope I can meet her again someday. Of course seeing Hudson as Callisto has inspired me to write Callisto fan fiction, which is my hobby. I cannot say enough about this special young lady. I know that she is special to her many fans in a way that no one else can understand. Battle on, Callisto!

John Davis [WarriorJman@webtv.net]

The first episode that I saw of Xena was Callisto, ever since then I was hooked on the show. I met Hudson at the Cherry Hill Con, I have to admit I was intimidated, I mean this was Callisto I was talking to!

I guess from meeting Hudson I learned that, you shouldn't care what other people think about you. That you are who you are, and you should be proud of that! Hudson is a terrific caring person, the best of luck to her!

Ralph [zepp@gsinet.net]

Yes, Hudson has beauty. But beauty doesn't make a star. Hudson has real talent & the good fortune to be a part of a series that allowed guest stars to be stars. Hudson came on from the start like a seasoned actor. With seeing shows where actors have gone the route of using outside substances to enhance themselves, I hope that Hudson knows we care for her, as much as a fans can. And that Hudson herself & her talent is truly appreciated & respected. Also wish Hudson health & success with every step.

Jason Blevins [jasonjwb@ix.netcom.com]

Hudson has inspired many positive changes in my life. Her portrayal of Callisto has helped me to achieve a better understanding of my own life experience. She has inspired me to express my emotions through creative endeavors, such as composing music, writing Callisto fan fiction, and creating Callisto music videos. These activities have proven to be very cathartic and have left me with a more positive outlook on life.

Hudson has also inspired me to emerge from relative isolation and participate in more social activities. For instance, Hudson inspired me to attend my first science fiction convention when she appeared at Trek Expo 98. I have also joined the Hudson Leick Mailing List, where I can share my thoughts and feelings about Hudson and the characters she plays. Participating in the HLML has improved my communication skills and has taught me a great deal about diplomacy in the exchange of differing opinions. ;^)

My overall quality of life has improved considerably in recent months, and I have Hudson to thank for that.

GeekGrrl [geekgrrl@ix.netcom.com]

Synchronicity and Grace: The inspiration and effect of Hudson Leick

There appears to be struggle that exists outside of the realm of television and make believe - not just between light and dark but between chaos and serenity. It is the quest for a spirituality balanced against hectic lives that often involve trying to juggle too many things at once. The problem with juggling is that no one thing ever gets any attention for very long before the next 'thing' needs attention. I myself am guilty of it, between school, work, friends, volunteer work as well as hobbies. However, I can honestly say that I have changed many facets in my life to optimize what I value and to discard what is unnecessary or draining. In the time that I have been involved with being a fan of Hudson Leick - I have seen many changes come about - not just in my life - but in those of people I have had the opportunity to meet. I hope I will see their stories in here as well.

Can it truly be said that one person can have such an effect on another? Of that I am not sure - because there were signals that my life was headed for change. Perhaps the more honest statement is the recognition of another person who is either embarking on or has manifested change in their life. Can it be easily recognized? Maybe the word inspiration is too strong - with too many 'divine - straight through the soul epiphanies - light going on - ta dah' implications. Synchronicity though - that one I think is more appropriate. I have known people to leave relationships that they were unhappy in, change jobs, move across the country, pursue a dream or several. Is it specifically because of Hudson Leick? Did she reach out and with her touch transform their lives? Make them bold? Yes and no. I believe that Hudson is an amazing woman (for details check out last March's newsletter <smile>) not only for her talent, wit and personality but for her genuine nature. She is a warm and caring person - with a lot of energy - this can be felt if you have ever had the chance to see Hudson live. She has the ability to look at you and let you know that she is seeing you - as a person. The effect is startling at first - but the immediate effect is she becomes more human - less distant. I believe she inspires not by some sort of benediction that is passed on - but because she is encouraging - she encourages by her own example - her forthright nature - her honesty about what scares her and what she is fiercely proud of. The willingness to laugh loud and hard at the things that she finds funny and her admission that the character of Callisto was created from a place within her where rage and hurt live. She gives - by her candor - the message to trust in yourself - and to take care of yourself - "Go where the love is" she said last year in Burbank (January 1998) and she meant it. She holds that true for herself and she offers it as only what has helped guide her.

How has seeing Hudson live and having the chance to meet her at various Cons affected me? I stated earlier that I think there was movement along the lines of change - for me and for those who have changed their lives much more dramatically than I - but it allowed me to indulge in my passion for travel - to meet friends across the country - and I have talks that I treasure to this day - as well as friendships that I hold very near and dear to my heart. I have been able to tell my friends how much more I appreciate them - I have been able to share the changes that I have made with them, I have trust myself to trust others. The funny thing is - I was never a 'fan' of anything much less anyone until Hudson Leick. Perhaps it is an empathy that I cannot quite pinpoint - a familiarity with something about her world view which I find resonates with my own - that makes whatever challenges I face down a little easier. The summation of what I have changed? Tedious details that are important only to me - but that is ok - because the only life they are immediately affecting is my own.

Synchronicity - everything happens for a reason - a simplistic definition but true enough for me. If I had not been at Burbank 1997, if Hudson had not taken the stage at the last minute, if and if and if... Then I would not be here writing this article for a newsletter. Inspiration - anything that moves the soul. To that end - I have great pleasure and joy in being a fan of Hudson Leick's - and continue to reap wealth daily into my life that cannot be measured by any sort of bank. I can only hope that Hudson has the same kind of synergy returned to her 10,000 fold. To the future and to the mysteries that have yet to reveal themselves -

Written By: Stuart Carter aka Strife [stuart.carter@bigfoot.com]

The Ballad of Xena vs Callisto

[Xena to Callisto]
Things were just moving along nicely
I thought we were due a nice peaceful rest
Then you suddenly crop up all angry
Wanting to put my fighting skills to the test.

[Callisto to Xena]
So sorry my beautiful Xena
But it cheeses me off a bit too
That one minute I'm all warm and cosy
The next I'm sent here to fight you.

[Xena to Callisto]
Well let's get on with this terrible fight scene
It's time I finally settled the score
And don't fight a bit then say a cliché
We've done that style many times before.

[Narrator]
So the fighting broke out as expected
With 'Whooshing' sounds and clashing of steel
But that occasional boot in the stomach
Tends to look as if it's painfully real.

The scriptwriters suddenly add a new scene in
Of rocks falling down onto Callisto's head
Xena stands back relieved but slightly confused
Could it be that Callisto is now finally dead?

[Callisto to Herself]
Well bugger all those damn scriptwriters
How many times have they done this to me?
Stuck under a pile of bloody big rocks
So it'll be next week before I work my way free.

Once again, the Hudson Leick Official Fan Club newsletter is proud to present some of the coolest, and most comprehensive, Web Sites/Web Pages on the Internet. Of course, all of them are dedicated to our own very special, very captivating, Hudson Leick and/or Callisto.

Be sure and check out these latest Web Sites/Web Pages, then drop an email message to the Web Site/Page Administrator telling them what an invaluable service they are doing for of all of Hudson's many fans. And, everyone, keep those wonderful Web Sites/Web Pages coming! :)

Each Administrator has provided their own information. If you have any questions, please write directly to the Web Site/Web Page Administrator listed.

Mistress' Hudson Leick Hall
http://clubs.yahoo.com/clubs/mistresshudsonleickhall
Administrator: Mistress
Email Address: [MistressOfCirra@Juno.com] or [MistressOfCirra@Yahoo.com]

Let's see here, what does my site offer? First, it's not your typical web site. It's a club you can join and participate in at Yahoo!. We have the basics, a message board for in between chat communication, a Photos area for posting pictures of Hudson from conventions or from TV/movies, a chat room for weekly chats or for any time member's want to chat, a page for links and a calendar to keep track of events [chats, TV appearances, etc...]. There is also an area that provides a list of members in the club, where you can get additional information on a specific person if they have a profile in Yahoo!. Members also have options to [somewhat] personalize, and they can invite friends to join directly from the site. Yahoo! has had also included a space for the day's news for around the world to keep everyone up to date on the happening's of the real world and not just cyber space.

I'm a dedicated fan who wants to provide a fun, friendly and safe place to meet and greet with other people to chat about our favorite person!

Early summer 1997 was the first time I saw Hudson. Xena episode "A Necessary Evil" during summer repeats. It was only a few weeks before that when I started watching the show, and that was by chance. Me becoming a fan didn't exactly hit me until the new season was about to start. I was going nutty because I didn't record the episode on tape, so I was almost going through a type of Hudson Withdrawal Syndrome. I was driving my whole family and all my friends crazy along with me because I kept complaining by saying "They HAVE to bring her back! There's no way they can't bring her back!" When I told the family I wanted to go to the Valley Forge convention, they were ready with the butterfly nets and straight jackets! Sad to report that I didn't get to go to the convention. So, it was only when I saw the third season's "Maternal Instincts" that I knew I was a true blue Hudson fan, a nutty one at that! As to what inspired me to create my club ... Honestly, I saw that Yahoo! had something new for me to play with, and I decided that if there was no club all ready in Hudson's name, and even if there was, I'd make a place for her there to celebrate all that she is and ever will be.

Mike's Hudson Page
http://www.azalea.net/~jownby/main.htm
Administrator: Mike Ownby
Email Address: [jownby@ok.azalea.net]

This is my tribute to "God's matchless handiwork", Hudson Leick. My site is new and very much under construction. It currently includes convention pictures, graphic reproductions of magazine articles and merchandise info, with more being added constantly.

I first noticed Hudson on University Hospital. She was the one and only aspect of that show that made it worth watching at all. At the time, I could find no information on Hudson, and was shocked (and happy) beyond belief when I saw her on Xena. I noticed a while back that most Hudson/Callisto sites are mostly Callisto, and wanted to start a site which focused as much on the actress as the role.

THE WAV QUEEN III
http://members.aol.com/luvbggy9
Administrator: THE WAV QUEEN
Email Address: [k2915@aol.com]

My site is different because I made the wavs myself and I tried to get ones that I did not find on other Web Sites.

I am the WAV QUEEN. I love to collect WAVS of all kinds. My special interests are old movies, Buffy and (especially the best actress to be on the show, Hudson Leick, as Callisto). I have great WAVS of her and I think you'll enjoy them.

I first discovered Hudson on Xena and then I saw her on Touched By An Angel....WOW what a difference....But as Callisto she rocks!! I cant wait to see her in other things in the future....And if Xena's Producers were smart they would scoop her up now before she's gone forever.....Xena hasn't been the same without her...

Edward's Callisto Page
http://www.geocities.com/area51/hollow/8353
Administrator: Ed
Email Address: [emtanzer@ameritech.net]

I think of my web site as a means for poking fun at at least some of the other fan pages that are on the Internet. It gives me a focus for showing my creative side. And allows me to give people views or ideas about characters like Callisto that they might not have thought of. Such as the section on my web site about how Callisto could be a Sailor Scout. That part of my web page came out of an argument that I had with someone. When people see this they think that I am out of my mind, but after thinking about it. They can see how ridiculous, yet plausible it is that this could be true. What really makes my web site special is that it is obviously a beginners site. It is plagued by all of the problems that people face when they start out. It has terrible loading time, relatively good page layouts, and is constantly hampered by irregular updates.

I have learned first hand how hard it can be to keep something so demanding and unresponsive up and running. And in the coming months I hope that I can make some actual improvements to my web page so that it can be more accessible to everyone.

My finding out about Hudson goes back a few years. It was about 1996 or 1997, I was flipping through some channels on tv and saw the promo for what was to be the Xena episode "Callisto". I listened to it and how it explained how this character was pretending to be Xena. I did not think much of it and because I had never seen the show before and this particular episode of Xena was over. I went on looking for other things to watch. It wasn't until I saw a few minutes of the Hercules episode "Surprise", in particular the part at the end were Callisto and Hercules have an all out fight that I finally started to wonder who she was. Weeks later I got my first taste of what the Internet was like and decided to see what I could find on the two shows. After a while I came across some things on Hudson of how she had been on other shows and who she was. What really caught my eye was her personal story. It really made me feel an understanding of her when I read of how she was treated in high school. I could understand how she felt. This along with my new found joy in watching both Hercules and Xena made me a fan of Hudson's.

As to what made me want to start a web site. Well a long story short I have pretty well always wanted my own web site, but never had the time or guts to actually make one. I read about how easy it was to do it and in about August of last year I finally put one up.

If you ever have any ideas, or suggestions, for something that you would like to see in future issues of the newsletter, please write and let me know. I am "open" to any, and all, suggestions and ideas, so don't be afraid to write me. :)

The next newsletter will be available June 1st, of this year.

Until Then... Forever Be Well, Everyone,

Debbie
Hudson Leick Official Fan Club Liaison
[fire.ice-sac@worldnet.att.net] or [Debbie@hudsonleickfan.com]